I ve been taking a bit more time than I really anticipated this summer in getting myself together . Everything being as compounded as it was really took me off my square. Not too drastically, just unexpected. I ,as the rest of you ,have been waiting for the shenanigans and mayhem to just do an Oak Street flash mob and out of nowhere, whoop the hell out of me, but no dice. The foolery has been at bay,and for good reason.During the last few months Ive had some growing pains, but real talk, I wouldnt trade them for the world. My broken heart and shattered feelings forced me to face the facts about what I really want. Sure I can "scoobydoowow" a fella as easy as I can make a grilled cheese sandwich, but the ever -changing cast of characters is not what my heart desires. I want so much more ,and I am willing to wait for it. I found myself wasting time,tears ,and beautiful Saturday evenings on those that have already been forgotten. Those are precious moments in time I will never get back. Every second is meant to count , and I have only me to blame and to hold accountable. So at this point, ITS ON SON!! Life is short. I need to get the world on board with Team Diddy Bop,and stop playing the game with myself. I know Im worth a good man. So there's no sense in just passing time with those I know have a limited shelf life. Today is the first day of the rest of my life.Momma didnt make no mistakes New Year's day 1977....
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