Bow Down On Deez Nuts,Beyonce...

Ohhh dear Beyonce, what are we going to do with you? First you told us that it was "Me,Myself,and I", then "Girls Run The World" ,now youre telling us to "Bow Down Bitches"??? Exactly who is it that you want to bow down? The loyal millions that buy everything that Mrs.Carter touches? Your faithful 'Stans',cuz you've surpassed having fans a loooooong time ago, Hunty.Or is it your haters, cuz you know everyone that dismisses or dislikes anything that little miss precious Creole princess puts out is most certainly 'hating'....Dammit Beyonce ,I need answers! Youve created this image, your image, of this pristine young lady that is just regal, sort of like Prince Akeem. You attempted to show your human side in that self directed documentary you put out. I wont front , I enjoyed it. I would have liked it better with some home movies of your mama whooping your daddie's ass once she found out about that sideline baby, but I digress.Youve worked so hard to be a class act, what the hell is this sideshow sh*t? Sorry Sweetie,you built these expectations and now you must live up to  them. Think about it, aint nobody gave a sh*t about Brian McKnight after that damn "Squirting" song. I mean, ewww.So for you to come to us , haters,fans and Stans,and tell us to 'Bow Down',its a wack ass move.Then, to pull the ol' chop and screw out your hat....We get it. Youre from Houston,but youre not some new R&B wannabe trying to make a name. Youre fu*king Beyonce. Now act like it and make some decent, legitimate music that I still wont play...Please and thank you.

Same Time, Craig...

It's so funny how I can give poignant,'right on time' advice to others, yet still manage to make the dumbest choices at times. Sort of like asking Stevie Wonder for driving or dart shooting pointers. I havent been on this earth this long and havent learned nothing, but I still fall for the okie doke. Yes, I know my worth. Yes,I feel I deserve the best. Have my decisions always reflected this? Hell to the no! I saw him and felt an R.Kelly kinda vibe (get ya mind out the gutter)...'My mind's telling me noooo,but my body's telling me YESSSSSS!!!' .I played it mad cool, but everything in me melted like butter. Not just any butter either. That good restaurant butter that they bring with the rolls to the table.Things went however they went, but I was mad disappointed in myself. Why? Because I thought I was past that. That 'Im Every Woman' speech didnt do sh*t when he gave me that look. You know the look. Stop playing. I've told myself on many occasions that if I happen to see him or if my phone rings to just let it be. What do I do? Just the damn opposite. My mind knows full well what to do and how to do it. My heart on the other hand hasnt quite grasped the concept. It still feels a little tug at times. When a certain song plays. When I past places we've been to together. My heart needs a good talking to. Maybe I can stage an intervention with my heart and mind to get this all straightend out,because right now, Im a mess...