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Why does like/love have to be so hard? I mean, its not hard to feel those feelings, but when you find someone that you can express them with, there's often some foolery in the mix that's unnecessary. I like/love you. You like/love me. So what's the gaddamn problem ? Ive NEVER ventured into a situation only to tell homie that Ive changed my mind. Or suddenly disappeared. Or got married. The one that gets even the slightest pass got locked up in the midst of us dating, so he doesnt count. But the others? What the hell is that? As if I look like I just waste my time for fun. No. I dont. If I was looking for games I'd be addicted to that freaking Candy Crush like everyone else! It sucks that ,even briefly, that one person makes me look at men completely different,like they all have tails and devil horns when I know that isnt the case. When they play the super nice guy but are assholes all the same. Its really pretty sad. Its incidents like this that keep people in a shell , never wanting to open themselves up to anyone, even someone who may be that real deal. If youre not ready to get into a situation with someone, just dont do it. Dont get into it to pass the time only to later have some grand epiphany that you simply are not ready to give yourself to anyone just yet. If thats how you feel, do something else! Read a book. Do laundry. Do the Kid N Play with your next door neighbor, but dont hurt someone that youve lured into your life. That is very messy and tacky. In the end, you wont be friends and you wont have that person's respect. And you Sir, certainly do not have mine. GOOD DAY!!!