For about a week now , Ive been reflecting on some of my life's happenings.You know , Im getting older, a little wiser,always looking to learn from past mistakes. This year alone has taught me so much. Its been a little more difficult than I expected,but life is indeed an adventure.So as I was driving in from the gig today, I had a few light bulbs go off,and I'll share with you guys...
1.Its time to work on my dream. Giving all of my time and dedication to those that really dont give a damn is not what's up. Like I used to tell the ex-Mr.:There's a particular type of life I want,and I gotta have it,plain and simple.
2.Everyone does not , and will not share my vision. Its up to me to make it happen.
3.I like Rapper Dudes. Ok , I just do. "Him" didnt work out, but he taught me alot.He showed me that men also can be Bat Sh*t crazy, slightly bi polar and that a mirror on the wall behind the bed is that BUSINESS!!
4.Wish I knew how to make beats, create my own sounds. My musical taste is pretty dope , if I must say so myself .
5.Although I can play the "game " with some of the best, I dont really like dating at all, actually I hate it. Real and honest individuals are few and far in between.So have I been treated and treated some in return ? Yup, sure did.But somewhere out there is the one I dont have to constantly prove my love to,who will love me and my son, who I dont have to second guess.Still waiting , but I cant rush a good thing.
That is just a bit of the randomness that goes on in my head.More to come, but of course y'all already know that....
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