Im feeling so good about where Iam right now. As has been well documented , I was on injured reserve for a minute due to my last situation. I really wanted to punch Dude in the stomach for hurting my feelings. And to make matters worse, he appears everywhere, much to my chagrin. On television, as my friends' friend on Facebook, music blogs, on the radio, you get the damn picture. Nevertheless, since he's moved on with his life, I know its only right that I do the same. Dont trip faithful followers, if I ever need me to provide you with a comedic interlude, I can always reach into that bag of mayhem to bring you a little sunshine.
But hey, never mind that fool .This is about me.Im no longer utterly distraught over affairs of the heart. In addition to having some awesome friends who did nothing less than keep it ridiculously real with me, I coached myself into a better space. Its so unfair to yourself to wallow in self pity , especially when you know off top that the other party is probably somewhere partying on a boat while you're at home eating cereal ,crying and watching The Smurfs. So not sexy. Guess what? Broken hearts, promises and dreams are a part of life- REAL LIFE. What better than learning something in the face of all that pain . I certainly did. And Im getting my mojo back. It was missing like Jimmy Hoffa for a second , but Im good on that now. Actually feeling a new somebody but being extra cautious. Haven't the slightest as to what the future holds, but Im going to do like Jesse ,and keep hope alive.Disappointment has packed her bags for what I hope is going to be a long vacation . I still believe in love.Luther said it best :"Superman can fly high way up in the sky, cause we believe he can/So what we choose to believe, will always work out fine..."

Your honesty is refreshing. Hurt happens to the best of us and no one is immune. I have been wounded more times than I care to remember, but I honestly think I'm better for it. Real life experiences can be tough to bounce back from and trust when I say I've spent a many-a-nights upset and watching Snapped marathons. Thankfully, that period is over (without any casualties either..lol). Aside from that, your candor and viewpoint is always appreciated...much love & thanks.
ReplyDeleteI really appreciate the love! All I can do is be honest and true to myself,and its reflected in my writing. Glad you enjoy!
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