Well people,here we go again.Back to where I was about a week ago. Letting someone back into my heart and they never really belonged there. Im on some Jeffery Osborne right now y'all,Im only human. However somewhere the madness must stop. I thought maybe last week (the 10th to be exact) I was on some weird hormonal voyage that had me crying like a scared brother on a police show. But nah.My feelings were hurt. I denyed those emotions like Kells denyed it was him on that tape. I cant lie anymore . After seeing him since November and last having spent time with him just a few days ago, I opened that soft note trap door inside me.No good though.Its good in the sense that I know its one day possible for me to feel again and that Im not some heartless vampire without a pulse. But I shed a tear. Two actually.Im a little better now that I did that,but Im done with these shenanigans.First time it was him,this time it was me because I went for the BS. Im cool and all,yeah,but Im nobody's plaything. Get that understood. Its a shame that I continue to be as honest as they come but dont get the same in return. I mean really!Its ok in the end though.You wont keep me hanging on a string.Cry on Toots' shoulder about all your drama,cuz truthfully, S.V.,its a done deal. I never liked your music anyway....
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