Im just going to get right to the point on this one.We must learn as living and breathing adults to be honest with ourselves,others,and to face our fears,no matter how much that truth may hurt. I may have to go in like surgery on this one,but its on my heart.And if anyone knows anything about me,I dont deny the truth.Even when Im at fault,I admit my role.Couldnt face myself if I lie to ME! With that being said,here goes nothing...
I am terrified of emotional attachment.I mean ,most times I actually may not really feel you like that,but in the cases where I do,Im going to fight it.Hurt feelings suck.And I dont want to experience it.Tragic I know,but Im being honest remember?A few recent instances also weighed heavily on my heart(no offense to anyone)...
Honey,I know you want someone to love you,but turning into and out and out whore at age 30 isnt the way.At this rate ,the only relationship you can build may be with an ex-pimp with dreams of coming out or retirement.Drive Slow Homie..
Next,I know you may think Im great,Sir,but you're just blinded by the light .You have someone who loves you dearly.Dont ruin it .Share your intimate thoughts with her.Im sure she wants to deepen the relationship you two have.After all,I dont get close to married men.Do yourself favor and take care of home....
Finally,,I must sya that you never had me fooled,Sir.I have known the truth for quite some time,althoughyou have yet to admit it to me.Its so obvious that youre hurting right now,however its due to your own misdeeds.If you first come correct with yourself then you can be right with others.From the moment we became acquainted I knew you were searching for that missing piece your life's puzzle.But you cant complete anything with this unfinished business lying around.I liked you,but knew you were hiding something.Strange position for me to be in,but hey,its real.You had me at hello,but when I Googled your ass and found out what you recently confirmed,I gave those feelings the Captain's Salute.I really wish I could have gotten the opportunity to share the inner workings of my heart with you the way I wanted to.But I dont really know who you are.Even worse ,I dont think you do either.You need to do a Michael Jackson and look at the man in the mirror.Youve been doing too much for too long.Now youre emotionally fragile.Time to make that change,Bruh.Our time together was brief.I refuse to get trapped in your web of shenanigans.....
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